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On the </span><i><span>Chaturthi</span></i><span> of the bright fortnight (</span><i><span>Shukla Paksha</span></i><span>) of the month of </span><i><span>Bhadrapada</span></i><span>, on </span><b><span>27th August</span></b><span>, we shall all celebrate Shri Ganesha Chaturthi with devotion and reverence. Devotees worship him with love, calling him by many names — Vighnesha, Vidyādhipati, Ganesha, Lambodara, Heramba, and others.</span></p><p style="text-align:justify;"><span>However, some mock the form of Ganesha. They ridicule him for having an elephant face, a big belly, a tiny mouse as a vehicle, and call him greedy or odd-looking. But those who truly understand the profound symbolism behind Ganesha’s form would never speak that way. The root cause of such criticism is simply a lack of knowledge.</span></p><p style="text-align:justify;"><b><span>The Large Head</span></b><span> – When we look at the sacred form of Shri Ganesha, we notice his large head. The large head symbolises that we must think big, cultivate higher ideals, and nurture noble thoughts. This, it says, is the secret of success.</span></p><p style="text-align:justify;"><b><span>The Wide Ears</span></b><span> – To be a good leader or an effective speaker, one must first be a good listener. Ganesha’s wide, large ears symbolise the importance of listening more and absorbing knowledge.</span></p><p style="text-align:justify;"><b><span>The Small Eyes</span></b><span> – Though he has a large head and wide ears, Ganesha’s eyes are small. Small eyes are sharp and focused, representing keen intellect and deep concentration. To understand the mysteries of the world and gain wisdom, one must cultivate focus and sharp vision.</span></p><p style="text-align:justify;"><b><span>The Trunk</span></b><span> – Ganesha’s trunk is a symbol of skill, efficiency, adaptability, and the ability to adjust to any situation as required.</span></p><p style="text-align:justify;"><b><span>The Small Mouth</span></b><span> – Ganesha’s small mouth teaches us to speak only as much as is necessary. If we talk less, our words carry more weight. As the saying goes, “Careless words can ruin a household; a leaking oven spoils the food.” Unnecessary chatter often invites superfluous problems. Speaking mindfully enhances our personality and respect.</span></p><p style="text-align:justify;"><b><span>The Single Tusk</span></b><span> – Ganesha is known as </span><i><span>Ekdanta</span></i><span> — the one with a single tusk, the other being broken. This symbolises that we must retain the good and discard the bad in life. What a profound teaching hidden in that form!</span></p><p style="text-align:justify;"><b><span>The Four Arms</span></b><span> – In his four hands, Ganesha holds an </span><i><span>ankusha</span></i><span> (goad), a </span><i><span>pasha</span></i><span> (noose), the gesture of blessing and protection (</span><i><span>abhaya mudra</span></i><span>), and either a </span><i><span>modaka</span></i><span> (sweet) or a lotus. While humans have two arms, deities often have four, eight, or even ten, signifying their immense divine powers. In one hand, Ganesha’s goad destroys the ignorance and bondage of his surrendered devotees. In another, the noose represents his magnetic power to draw all beings toward him, for he is the Supreme Self attracting every soul. The </span><i><span>abhaya mudra</span></i><span> reassures devotees that he will protect them always, in every way. The lotus signifies spiritual growth and devotion — showing that with true devotion, one can easily attain him. In some images, the lotus is replaced by a </span><i><span>modaka</span></i><span>, symbolising the fruits of spiritual practice and the ultimate liberation (</span><i><span>moksha phala</span></i><span>) that he grants to those who strive.</span></p><p style="text-align:justify;"><b><span>The Big Belly</span></b><span> – Many refer to Ganesha as </span><i><span>Lambodara</span></i><span>, the one with the large belly. This belly symbolises that the entire universe resides in him, for he is the embodiment of the Supreme Reality (</span><i><span>Parabrahman</span></i><span>). It also teaches us to accept life with equanimity, embracing both good and bad with a balanced mind. Around his waist is a serpent, symbolising the </span><i><span>Kundalini Shakti</span></i><span>. When this dormant spiritual energy awakens, one realises the mysteries of creation and one’s own divine essence.</span></p><p style="text-align:justify;"><b><span>The Mouse as His Vehicle</span></b><span> – It may seem ironic that such a great deity rides such a tiny mouse. The mouse represents desire and restlessness. Though small, desire is incredibly powerful, capable of binding us through countless lifetimes. History shows that many kings and emperors have been enslaved by their desires. But when one learns to master desires and control the mind, the slave becomes the master, the fool becomes the wise. That is why Ganesha rides the mouse, signifying that desire must be kept under control.</span></p><p style="text-align:justify;"><span>In each of these aspects, we can recall countless stories and teachings associated with Shri Ganesha’s life.</span></p><p style="text-align:justify;"><span>Our </span><i><span>Sanatana Dharma</span></i><span> is truly a profound spiritual tradition. 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</div></div></div></div></div></div> ]]></content:encoded><pubDate>Fri, 29 Aug 2025 00:05:55 +0100</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Diksha or Initation]]></title><link>https://www.rkmireland.org/blogs/post/diksha-or-initation</link><description><![CDATA[<img align="left" hspace="5" src="https://www.rkmireland.org/Ramakrishna_Franz_Dvorak.jpg"/>Revered Swami Gambhiranandaji Maharaj , 11th President of the Ramakrishna Order &nbsp; Question: What is the meaning and. significance of Diksha (specifi ]]></description><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="zpcontent-container blogpost-container "><div data-element-id="elm_nI4VE8lSSIGzsE7VsL4SmA" data-element-type="section" class="zpsection "><style type="text/css"></style><div class="zpcontainer-fluid zpcontainer"><div data-element-id="elm_t_HVbTeZSkm8oTMhWe_Lxw" data-element-type="row" class="zprow zprow-container zpalign-items- zpjustify-content- " data-equal-column=""><style type="text/css"></style><div data-element-id="elm_mefLbA02TdCNE601asGF3Q" data-element-type="column" class="zpelem-col zpcol-12 zpcol-md-12 zpcol-sm-12 zpalign-self- "><style type="text/css"></style><div data-element-id="elm_To8YHaxmTa-vRgjCOwGQ-g" data-element-type="text" class="zpelement zpelem-text "><style> [data-element-id="elm_To8YHaxmTa-vRgjCOwGQ-g"].zpelem-text { padding:22px; margin:10px; } </style><div class="zptext zptext-align-justify zptext-align-mobile-center zptext-align-tablet-center " data-editor="true"><div style="line-height:2;"><div style="line-height:2;"><p style="color:inherit;font-size:11pt;text-align:justify;"></p><div><p align="center" style="text-align:center;"><i></i></p><div><div style="line-height:2;"><p align="center" style="text-align:center;"><i></i></p><div><p align="center" style="text-align:center;"><i><em><span style="font-weight:bold;color:rgb(48, 4, 234);">Revered Swami Gambhiranandaji Maharaj</span>, 11th President of the Ramakrishna Order</em></i></p></div><p></p><p align="center" style="text-align:center;">&nbsp;</p><div><p><b><i>Question:</i></b> What is the meaning and. significance of Diksha (specific, spiritual instructions from a guru, or initiation) in the life of a disciple?</p><p><br/></p><p><b><i>Answer:</i></b> Many people have often put questions like that. What is Diksha? Now, in the scriptures and in other literature also there is mention of some sort of initiation in every case of learning a new thing. In helping a child to write first on a slate, the teacher takes the hand of the child with a pencil in it and writes. That is also a sort of initiation for knowing what the letters are. Similarly, there are different forms of initiation in Islam, Buddhism, etc. In Hinduism, getting the Gayatri mantra and the Yajnopavitam (sacred thread) is also a form of initiation. There is mention of initiation before undertaking a Yajna or sacrifice. So different types of initiation are there. But we are not concerned with all kinds of initiation.&nbsp; People who are initiated by us have a particular form of initiation in mind. They want to know what it is. As we read the <i>Lilaprasanga (Shri Ramakrishna, the Great Master)</i>, written by Swami Saradananda, we find three kinds of Diksha, mentioned there. One is the Anavi or the Mantra-diksha, i.e., Diksha given through mantra. We find that Shri Ramakrishna gave Diksha-mantras; as mentioned in that great book, at least to three persons Shri Vaikunthanath Sanyal, Swami Niranjananda and Tejanarayan. That is Mantra diksha, Diksha given through mantra. We also know that Swami Vivekananda had Rama nama mantra from Shri Ramakrishna at Cossipore, and soon after that he went round and round the house there one whole night with a stick on his shoulders as though he was protecting Shri Ramakrishna from other people. The writer of the punthi <i>(Shri Shri Ramakrishna punthi)</i>, Shri Akshay Kumar Sen says that on the Kalpataru day, that is on 1st January 1886, he got a mantra from Shri Ramakrishna. Besides, we also know that Shri Ramakrishna wrote mantras on the tongues of some people. So, that way he gave Mantradiksha. Then there is also the Shakti-diksha. That means transferring one's power (Shakti) to another. The guru, Shri Ramakrishna, transferred his power to some of his disciples. One outstanding instance is known to you all. Two days before his Mahasamadhi he transferred all his powers to Swami Vivekananda, then Narendranath, and said: &quot;After, giving all this to you I have become a fakir (one possessing nothing).&quot; Also, as you read the<i> Kathamrita (The Gospel of Shri Ramakrishna)</i> and the <i>Lilaprasanga</i>, you will find that Shri Ramakrishna is transferring his powers to others by touching them in the course of debates and thus silencing them. Besides, it is well known that on 1st January 1886 many went into spiritual ecstasy and some had the vision of their chosen deities at his mere touch. That way he transferred power to many persons. That is the Shakti-diksha. The third kind of Diksha is the Shambhavi-diksha, where the guru and the taught do not know what is happening but somehow the power of the guru gets transferred into the disciple without the knowledge of either of them. For example, many who simply visited Shri Ramakrishna accepted him for life as their guru and believed they had their life's purpose fulfilled. So, it certainly did occur in the cases of many who came in contact with Shri Ramakrishna, saw him from a distance perhaps, or had his touch or a talk with him casually. Thus, these are the three kinds of initiation discussed in the <i>Lilaprasanga</i>. But here we are not concerned with all the three. We are concerned with the common kind of Mantra-diksha given by us to some aspirants. What does it mean? The other day, just a few days ago, one girl came to me and said &quot;I have got no new inspiration during the Diksha.&quot; I said, &quot;Well, it is a two-way process. On your part, to get new inspiration you must be prepared for it.&quot; Again, in the scriptures they say that the guru must have certain qualities, without which one cannot become a guru.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>“Shrotriyo Brahmanishthah”: He must be a Shrotriya and a Brahma-nishtha. Shrotriya denotes one whose conduct is according to the Vedas, according to the scriptures; whose conduct is beyond any criticism. He must be truthful, he must be sincere, he must be God-loving and alI that. Then he must be a Brahmanishtha, always merged in thinking of God, of Brahman, and so on. These are the qualities of the guru. And in the <i>Vivekachudamani (The Crest Jewel of Discrimination)</i>-and other places they also say that the guru should be “Avrijino-akamahatah”. The word Avrijina has two meanings: one who is sinless, and also one who is sincere, i.e. free from crookedness, one who is not deceiving his disciples. He must also be Akamahata, not inflicted by passions, by desires, for getting wealth and all that. These are the qualities that are needed in the guru. In the shishya also there are many qualities that are needed to be a true disciple. To get any inspiration just at the time of initiation one needs a background. What is that background? It is enumerated in the Vedanta-Sutra-Bhashya by Shri Shankaracharya that there. should be Satsampatti, six kinds of treasures, in the pupil. What are they? They are Shama, Dama, Uparati, Titiksha, Shraddha, Samadhana. He must-have control over his body and mind and then he must be a little detached from worldliness. He will not exactly be a monk, but his mind should not be totally engrossed in worldly things. It must have some sort of detachment from it. Otherwise, how will it run after God? If it is all given to the world, then nothing is left to think of God or follow God. So, there must be. some sort of detachment. Then there should be Titiksha: <i>Sahanam Sarvaduhkhanam Apratikar purvakam</i>. Titiksha is forbearance. What does it mean? It is not giving a tit for tat, but remaining silent when one is maltreated or one is deprived of something. He understands that he is deprived of something, still he does not react. That sort of a mental attitude is called Titiksha. And it also includes bearing up against all sorts of sorrows without being baffled by them. That is Titiksha. Then there should be Shraddha, faith - faith in the guru and faith in the scriptures. Then there should be Samadhana, concentration of mind. The guru is teaching something but the disciple's mind is wandering here and there that kind of wandering will not help in the communication of the' mantra from the guru to the disciple. So, he must be equipped with all these qualifications. Then again, as Shri Ramakrishna said, there should be Vichara discrimination between the permanent and the impermanent, right and wrong, good and bad: <i>Nitya-anitya-vastu-viveka</i>. Then there should <i>be Iha-amutra-phalabhoga-viraga</i>, dispassion for enjoyments here and hereafter. Last of all comes Mumukshutva, longing for liberation. There must be hankering for getting liberated. That is what makes religion truly what it is. All other factors are within the domain of morality, but that Mumukshutva makes it what true religion means. It converts it into spirituality. When the disciple is prepared with all these things and goes to a competent guru, then the Diksha is real Diksha. He gets real inspiration. and gets uplifted. But even if the guru is not so competent and the disciple is not so prepared, still there can be a Diksha. How? Now, boys can be taught in different classes by different people. For teaching ABCD a first-class M.A. need not be. brought in; an ordinary man can teach them the alphabet. Similarly for teaching a boy in, say, class six or class seven, you don't even need a graduate; a matriculate can very well teach him. Similarly in imparting spiritual knowledge also there may be different classes of gurus with different powers, and the disciples also can be of different standards. There can be communication between them even though 'they are not of the highest order-neither the guru nor the taught. Even so, there can be communication of spirituality or spiritual knowledge. Hence, as I said unless the shishya, disciple, is fully prepared, he should not blame the guru that he is not getting everything that he should get. For acquiring proper eligibility, proper competence, a disciple must prepare himself. Without his preparation the guru cannot do everything. Even Shri Ramakrishna said, referring to a disciple, &quot;Look at this one. This man wants me to prepare the curds, then prepare the butter and put it into his mouth! He will do nothing. He expects me to do everything for him.” That is not the sort of attitude that a disciple should have. Then what does Diksha mean to the disciples in ordinary cases? It means that he is taking a vow, a sort of Pratijna, that throughout his life he will be following the instructions of the guru. For what? For the realization of God, he will endeavor all his life. But God will come when it pleases Him. Here I repeat one incident from Holy Mother's life. One Swami who was undergoing Tapasya, austerity, in Rishikesh wrote to Holy Mother, &quot;Mother, I have been calling upon God all these years and nothing has happened so far. The Holy Mother said to her assistant who wrote letters for her: “Just write to him, ‘You have become a monk and it is your duty to call on God. God will come to you when it pleases Him. It is your duty to call on Him.’” So, one who takes up religion must have that kind of attitude. That determination he must have: I shall go on calling on God, and may it please God to. reveal Himself to me, of course, according to His own will, according to His own time and convenience. AccordingtoHisconvenienceandaccording toHisownsweetwill,Hewillcometome. Butmydutyisto gooncallingonHim forever. ThisisthemeaningofDiksha for ordinary cases. Ofcourse,somesortofnewlightdoescometothedisciple. He had wanted God, but he had not been put on the right track by an experienced man. There are desultory thoughts within his mind and unless he takes up a course of training well chalked out by a man who is adept in the matter, he falters at every step and may&nbsp; go astray. Thus, some people adopt mantras according to their whims. Their mantra can be anything whatsoever, it may even be meaningless, but they go on like that and after sometime they again run to some other man and say, “Give me a mantra”! That is not steadfastness in life. Steadfastness comes when one formally accepts somebody as his teacher. We go to the school, certain teachers are fixed for teaching in our classes, we follow their teachings and we progress. There should be something well determined on either side, on the side of the teacher and also of the student. So, this is the meaning of Diksha in brief.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Now, somebody has put the question, “What is God-realization and what is God?” Well, that you have to find out for yourself, by consulting or reading books and all that. I read once in one of Aldous Huxley’s books that every man, whether he knows or not, has his own metaphysics. He has certain ideas about himself, about others and about the world, etc. Some sort of theory about the world, etc. Some sort of theory about all these is working on his mind, may be unconsciously, but there it is. So that kind of metaphysics or philosophy has to be clarified in one’s mind: “My mind is in this state. I am thinking like this on who God is? What should I think of God? Who is the guru? Who is the taught?” All these sorts of thoughts have got jumbled up in the mind now. They should be clarified. Then only can know what God is. Unless your own mind becomes steady, thorough and competent to understand higher thoughts, how can you know of God? God is described in various ways. He is described according to the philosophical bent of one’s mind.&nbsp; One may &amp; an Advaitin (monist). To him God means Reality-Existence-Knowledge- Bliss, to him there is nothing but that God. But when he is in the phenomenal world or the empirical world, then he thinks of God as somebody working in some way. Hanuman (Mahavira) was once asked by Shri Ramachandra, “How do you think of me?”. Hanuman replied, “When I think of myself as the body, I am your servant. When I think of myself as an individual being, then I am a part of you. And when I think of myself as the Self, then I am one with you.” So that is the relationship. Once he thinks of himself as a servant of Shri Ramachandra, another time he thinks of himself as a part of Shri Ramachandra, and another time he thinks of himself as identified with Shri Ramachandra. Now these three strands of thoughts are technically called dualism, qualified-monism, and monism. So, we have concepts of God of different types. For ordinary people God is taught as somebody with form and having some activity also like the creation of the world, its preservation, its destruction, and giving the fruits of works to respective people. God is engaged in these kinds of action. He may have form and also be formless. Formless to those who are Advaitins, and He has form also to the qualified monists and the dualists. And even to the monist, He has form so long as he is in the phenomenal world. For instance, Shankaracharya says, “Even when all the differences between you and me go away, still I belong to you and not you to me, because the waves of the sea belong to the sea and not the sea to the waves.” So even Shankaracharya who was the greatest promulgator of non-dualism, who really brought the Advaitic philosophy to us, says that he belongs to God, that he is a part of God, a slave of God. Some relationship was established between him and God, and so he says: I belong to you and I am yours. Again, when you think of God as having forms, then this God may appear differently. He may appear as Brahma, Vishnu, Shiva, Durga, Kali and so on and so forth. Again, He may be thought of a God having qualities but not form—some Existing Being without form, who acts for me, who gives the results of my works to me and who listens to my prayer. God is formless to the Brahmos, the Muslims, and the Christians. According to them, though ii.- has no form He is Saguna, i.e. possessed of qualities.&nbsp; He can work, He has Shakti, He has power. So, that concept is also there. But we Hindus think of God as having form also. Thus, there may be different kinds of ideas about God.&nbsp; All these are true, corresponding to the competence or eligibility of the person concerned. We need not confine God within a particular set of ideas. He has so many forms and multifarious states. So, we need not quarrel about that. Somebody may think of God as with form, somebody may again think that He has neither qualities nor any form and He is Existence-Knowledge-Bliss only. People's thoughts about God may differ in various ways and their realization of God will also be according to the ideas they entertain. To somebody God may have form and He may appear to him as Kali, Durga, Vishnu, Shiva, and so on. Again, somebody may think of Him as pure Existence with qualities. i.e. He is Existence with qualities, but without form. Again, one can think of God as somebody or some sort of Existence within his heart, who is not with form but who guides him at every point, at every step. This also is a kind of God-realization. God realization may be seeing God as Shri Ramakrishna saw Kali, the Mother with form. That is one form of realization. Shri Ramakrishna also saw Mother Kali as mere Existence without any form. That also he realized. So, all these are the different forms of realization of God according to the competence of the man or woman concerned. There is no end to that.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p><b><i>Ouestion:</i></b> Shri Ramakrishna says that Karma-yoga is very difficult for the Kali Yuga and so Bhakti-yoga is the Yuga- dharma. But Swamiji seems to say the opposite.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p><b><i>Answer:</i></b> Swamiji seems to say the opposite—that is all right. And Shri Ramakrishna says that Karma-yoga is difficult. Now, I do not question either Shri Ramakrishna or Swamiji but I am stating facts before you: Is any yoga easy? Take for instance Karma-yoga. Karma-yoga is difficult, Shri Ramakrishna says. True, it is difficult. He then explains that Karma- yoga has to be done without any desire for the fruit and without any egotism that I am the <i>Karta</i>, doer. That idea, “I am the doer”, should not be there and one should not hanker after the results. Now, these are very difficult. He told Shambhu Babu. “You can do this work in the true spirit of Karma-yoga, but Karma-yoga is difficult. One does not know when and how some sort of vanity comes in. Egotism somehow creeps in.” That is quite true, we cannot deny it; it is a fact. On the other hand, take the case of a Bhakta. The Bhakta also can become proud. He may become Showy that he is a Bhakta, putting some marks on his body and talking big things, while internally he may be a mere cheat. It may happen like that. Then some devotee may be outwardly professing some religion but cheating others in business and telling falsehood. That sort of thing everybody comes across in life every day. That is not religion. So, Bhakti too is difficult. Jnana also is difficult. It depends on the person concerned. But Bhakti is easy in the sense that it is natural to us, because we love people, we want to Jove others. If we transfer that love we have for human beings to God, it becomes an easy way of approaching God. That is what Shri Ramakrishna meant. But as I told you, the path of Bhakti also is fraught with difficulties. Pure Bhakti does not come so easily, you have to work hard. You have to devote much time to the thought of God to japa, dhyana, the reading or hearing of good literature, mixing with good people and all that. Then only Bhakti comes. Now­ Karma-yoga. What does it actually mean? The other day I was reading Madhusudana Saraswati. He says that Karma-yoga means <i>lshta-purta-datta</i>: performance of sacrifice, building dharmashalas etc., digging wells and giving money in charity, etc. These constitute Karma-yoga. These things are prescribed in the scriptures. If I do that, it becomes Karma-yoga according to some. God is not brought into this scheme. The old ancient Mimamsakas said that if you perform these sacrifices, if you utter these mantras as given in the scriptures­ then that will lead you to your goal. And what is the goal according to them? Going to heaven. This Karma yoga leads to that much (heaven), only to the world of Pitris, to the world of manes. But that Karma yoga can again be turned into a sort of Karma mixed with Bhakti. For example, I may work for the pleasure of God, so that my mind may become purified for the realization of God. If with some such motive you do work and offer the results to God, and eliminate your egotism as much as you can, then that also becomes Karma yoga mixed with Bhakti. That leads to the world of the deities you might be worshipping. It may lead you to Vaikuntha-loka, Vishnu-loka, Shiva-Ioka, and so on, or it may even lead to Brahma loka, the world of Brahma, technically called &quot;Hiranyagarbha&quot;. And from there you may become ultimately free. Y our deity becomes pleased with you and frees you for all time. That is also possible through Karma-yoga if it is associated with Bhakti and Jnana. Now Shankaracharya says that in Karma-yoga when the ego is knocked out and when the desire for result is absent, then that Karma amounts to Jnana itself. It is not different from Jnana. So, we must realJy understand what we mean by Karma-yoga. If we mean <i>lshta-purta-datta,</i> then it has one meaning and its goal 'is something as I have already told you. Then again if it is mixed up with Bhakti, it leads to some other result. Again, it can be turned into Jnana when there is no egotism in me and there is no desire for result. The highest instance we have of this kind of Karma-yoga is Rajarshi Janaka. He said, 'I have everything that people desire; all things are there in full in my palace. But even if Mithila, my kingdom, is burnt away it harms me in no way whatsoever.&quot; That kind of detachment must be. there in the true. Karma-yogin. And that true Karma-yoga which Janaka had is not different from Jnana as Shankaracharya defines it. So, this is how we have to understand. Only using a term and being carried away by it, won't do. You must go thoroughly into it and understand what that term really means, and then you can get the philosophy behind it. What Swamiji taught was the last kind of Karma-yoga which he termed Seva or service to God in human beings. This has for its basis the non-dualistic philosophy of Shankara­ who said that all beings are but Brahman itself. Swamiji taught and worked with this idea. Shri Ramakrishna also worked for the good of others and actually imparted this message of Seva to Swamiji and others. Thus, there is no conflict between what they taught.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p><b><i>Question:</i></b> How do we know that we are progressing. in the path of God?</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p><b><i>Answer:</i></b> Peace of mind. If you have peace of mind and if you are at peace with your environment, you can know that you are progressing. This cap. be the only simple answer. Of course, if we have visions of God­ that is also an indication that we are progressing, we are coming to God. If you have thoughts of God always in your mind, or even in dream if you have visions of the deity, of your guru, or of similar great spiritual personalities, or if high thoughts are ever in your minds, you are progressing. If your mind expands and embraces the universe in a bond of love, that, too, is .an indication of spiritual progress.</p><p>___________________________________________________________________________________</p><p align="right" style="text-align:right;"><i>These answers to questions from devotees, were given by Revered Swami Gambhiranandaji Maharaj at the Ramakrishna Ashrama, Rajkot, on 18.3.87.</i></p></div><p style="text-indent:28pt;"></p></div></div><p style="text-indent:28pt;text-align:justify;"><span></span></p></div><p></p></div></div></div>
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We find herein glimpses of the Ramakrishna Math when Swami Shivananda was the President.</i></p><p align="center" style="text-align:center;"><span>&nbsp;</span></p><p style="text-indent:0cm;text-align:justify;"><span style="text-align:center;">&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="text-align:center;">&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="text-indent:0cm;">While at Rangoon, one day I noticed one or two swamis who were looking up at the building where I was staying then. After some days, I saw a notice board put up on the building, just above the footpath. It was carrying the information that a library of the Ramakrishna Mission had been installed in the hall that was just below the upper storey I was staying in. I often walked up and down the staircase leading to my room. And one evening I thought of looking into that library. The librarian welcomed me as soon as I entered the library. He received me very cordially and that very evening made me a member of the library. We became quite friendly after that. I learnt from him that he was a disciple of the Holy Mother and he used to tell me some incidents of his life and of his association with the Holy Mother. But then I had no knowledge of who the Holy Mother was and what he was telling about her and his own experiences.</span></p><p style="text-indent:0cm;text-align:justify;"><span style="text-align:center;">&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="text-align:center;">&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="text-indent:0cm;">On another occasion, while I was walking down towards the place where I was working, I saw a group of young men on the roadside. As I was passing them, someone, who was known to me but whom I could not recognize clearly at that time, suddenly stretched out his hand and handed me a booklet. When I came to my room, I immediately began to read it. It was a book on Yoga philosophy about which I never had read before and had no knowledge of. I was very much charmed on reading that book. It was a book written and published in America, and the author had described very beautifully different aspects of Yoga philosophy. After reading the book, I felt strongly that this was the path for me to follow. The said librarian encouraged me very much when I spoke to him about Yoga and it was he who encouraged me very much to visit Belur Math, where I might be enlightened in this regard and be shown the way how I should proceed on this path. My going to Calcutta was settled and I was helped a lot by those swamis in Rangoon, who desired me to visit Belur Math.</span></p><p style="text-indent:0cm;text-align:justify;"><span style="text-align:center;">&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="text-align:center;">&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="text-indent:0cm;">In Calcutta I got a friend, Nirmal Dhar, a disciple of Mahapurush Maharaj. We came to know each other at the Advaita Ashrama, then in Muktaram Babu Street. Nirmal Dhar took a great deal of interest in me and I was able to confide in him much of what I was really in search of and I feel grateful for all he did for me. We met everyday and he helped me in informing and guiding me in many matters I was then ignorant about. He took me to Master Mahashay and it was probably again he who guided me to Mahapurushji.</span></p><p style="text-indent:0cm;text-align:justify;"><span style="text-align:center;">&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="text-align:center;">&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="text-indent:0cm;">One evening Nirmal Dhar and Swami Siddhatmananda took me to M’s residence, then on Amherst Street. We climbed the long flight of stairs to the large terrace. The moon was only a few days old and a light was hanging high up in front on the side of the terrace. M. was in meditation at that time at the far end of the terrace to the left of where we sat. A number of pot plants hid him from our view.</span></p><p style="text-indent:0cm;text-align:justify;"><span style="text-align:center;">&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="text-align:center;">&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="text-indent:0cm;">We sat silently in the cool evening for a while and then we saw M. approaching us slowly. He stood before us, and we stood up, and he looked at me with his large beautiful eyes, his flowing white beard matching his white dress. He quoted a saying of Jesus from the Holy Bible: ‘Before Abraham was I am.’ And again, ‘Come unto me all ye that labour and are heavy laden and I will give you rest, for my yoke is easy and my burden is light.’ We sat down and he wished to hear something from me but I did not feel like speaking just then. There was a little talk among those present for a while as we partook of the prasad offered to us and then we left. This was my first meeting with M. and my first meeting with a disciple of Sri Ramakrishna.</span></p><p style="text-indent:0cm;text-align:justify;"><span style="text-align:center;">&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="text-align:center;">&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="text-indent:0cm;">Then came that day when I met Mahapurush Maharaj for the first time in the autumn of 1930. Calcutta is perhaps at its best during this season. It was about 3 or 4 o'clock in the afternoon. It was again Nirmal Dhar who accompanied me to Belur Math. On arriving at the monastery grounds my companion left me for a short while. When he returned he told me that I could go straight up and meet Mahapurushji who was sitting in the balcony overlooking the Ganga. He said there would be no difficulty in going alone and meeting the Swami.</span></p><p style="text-indent:29pt;text-align:justify;"><span>I entered the brick-paved courtyard of the monastery building. It was a beautiful, quiet afternoon. The golden sunshine was falling through the window on the red staircase as I went up to meet Mahapurushji, the abbot of Belur Math and a disciple of Sri Ramakrishna. I had little or no knowledge of Hinduism except from what I had read. I was entering a strange, new world. I was then twenty-one. What sort of reception would I get? I was greatly in need of spiritual help, of someone who had the insight and understanding to help me adjust myself in a world that had suddenly become for me almost impossible to live in. Some unseen power seemed to be leading me step by step in my dark gropings, by strange ways, to my destined goal.</span></p><p style="text-indent:28pt;text-align:justify;"><span>I climbed the stairs and passed through the small passage leading to the balcony overlooking the Ganga. Without a word of introduction I went before Mahapurush Maharaj, who was reclining on a large easy chair, and bowed to him. Four swamis in bright ochre robes stood behind his chair. My sudden appearance must have surprised the swamis, I suppose. But the way I greeted Mahapurushji—by bowing down in Indian fashion—amused all, even Mahapurushji, and there was a short burst of laughter.</span></p><p style="text-indent:28pt;text-align:justify;"><span>Mahapurushji was speaking a few words to me, when one of the swamis made a sign to me not to continue longer. I was visibly disappointed at so short a meeting. As I was passing by his chair towards the passage, Mahapurushji turned his head in my direction and asked humorously, ‘Have you seen?’ and he completed the question with a movement of his hand up under his chin. One of the swamis said, ‘Master Mahashay!’ and we all laughed at the way he alluded to M. who kept a long beard. This, I came to learn, was a very characteristic way with Mahapurushji in expressing himself.</span></p><p style="text-indent:28pt;text-align:justify;"><span>I had recently met Master Mahashay in Calcutta and I cannot say if he [Mahapurushji] understood that it was my contact with M. that led me to Belur Math. I left his presence with quite a pleasant feeling. But everything was in a nebulous state. This fortunately was not to continue for long.</span></p><p style="text-indent:28pt;text-align:justify;"><span>My next meeting with M. was a few days later. It was in the afternoon and Nirmal Dhar accompanied me to the staircase. He remained below and I went alone. Halfway up the staircase I was told to enter his room on the left. M. was lying at the far end of the room. He was unwell. He asked me to sit on the chair by his bedside. I sat silently for a short while. M. enquired whether I had been initiated. I did not understand what he meant and so he asked again if I had received a mantra. I told him I hadn't. He kept quiet and spoke no more of the subject. When I took leave I found that Nirmal Dhar was still waiting at the foot of the stairs. When I mentioned that M. had enquired if I had been initiated, he at once told me that it was a hint to get initiated. So the next few days I spent gathering as much information I could regarding it.</span></p><p style="text-indent:27pt;text-align:justify;"><span>We caught the ferry one evening at the ghat below the Howrah Bridge for Belur, intending to speak to some of the senior monks about my initiation. When I reached I got into conversation with one of the monks who I came to know later was Swami Saswatananda. We sat talking on the bank of the Ganga but the thought of initiation did not at all arise in my mind. Time passed very quickly and the lights on the other bank reflected on the gentle ripples of the river. It was time to catch the launch back to Calcutta. There was a happy lot of passengers returning from Belur. Nirmal Dhar enquired whether I had spoken to anyone about my initiation. He became a bit excited when he learnt I hadn't. But he consoled me by saying it did not matter, for he had spoken about it to some of the swamis.</span></p><p style="text-indent:0cm;text-align:justify;"><span>Perhaps the next morning, the manager of the hotel in which I was staying told me I was wanted on the phone. The call was from Belur. I was informed that my initiation would take place that morning.</span></p><p style="text-indent:0cm;text-align:justify;"><span style="text-align:center;">&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="text-align:center;">&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="text-indent:0cm;">Fortunately my friend appeared just then. I had bathed and together we went to the flower and fruit stall nearby for some fruits and flowers, for I was to take these along with me. I reached Belur about 10.30 a.m. and sat on the large bench on the verandah facing the courtyard. I remember the swami in the Math office who was just on my right making kind enquiries. It was sometime after that I was taken up to Mahapurushji's room. I was asked to sit on a thick white woollen carpet on the floor below his bed. Mahapurushji was very old and unwell at this time. He looked very grave as he sat on his bed. He repeated the mantra bit by bit and told me to repeat it after him till I could say the whole correctly.</span></p><p style="text-indent:0cm;text-align:justify;"><span style="text-align:center;">&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="text-align:center;">&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="text-indent:0cm;">When I left the room I entered the office opposite where Revered Buddha Maharaj sat at his desk. There were others also in the room. Dr. Ajit Ray Choudhury, a well- known figure in the Math who was attending on Mahapurushji, was sitting on a mat on the floor. He invited me to sit beside him. Suddenly one monk came from Mahapurushji's room and told me, ‘Go and give your guru-dakshina to your Guru.’ I returned quickly to Mahapurushji's room and found him sitting on a chair. I placed in his holy hand a few rupees I had in my pocket and these he very graciously accepted.</span></p><p style="text-indent:0cm;text-align:justify;"><span style="text-align:center;">&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="text-align:center;">&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="text-indent:0cm;">When I visited the Advaita Ashrama in the evening I was told by the monks there that I should have taken my lunch at noon at the monastery as it is customary to receive from my Guru's plate a portion of his prasada. This I did the following day. I sat at a little table in the same verandah where I had first met Mahapurushji and partook of the sacred food of the monastery and a portion of my Guru's prasada which was sent to me from his own plate. While I was eating, Mahapurushji came out accompanied by an attendant swami. He stood by the table, enquired how I liked the dishes. I certainly enjoyed the dishes. I spent the whole afternoon in the holy atmosphere of the Math and returned to Calcutta in the evening. From then on I visited the monastery every now and then, sometimes by bus and sometimes.</span></p><p style="text-indent:0cm;text-align:justify;"><span style="text-align:center;">&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="text-align:center;">&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="text-indent:0cm;">Once I bought a beautiful large garland of roses intertwined with ferns and carried it to the Math by bus. When I took it to Mahapurushji and placed it near him, I felt a little uneasy that I had not placed it around his neck. But he immediately asked the swami attending him to offer it to Sri Ramakrishna in the shrine: On another occasion I took to him a beautiful bouquet of roses in half bloom. Nirmal Dhar accompanied me. Mahapurushji took them in his hand and looked at them with pleasure and appreciation. Then he turned to me and said, ‘May your life be as beautiful as these roses!’.</span></p><p style="text-indent:28pt;text-align:justify;"><span>I had the pleasure of making the trip to Belur once with Swami Ashokananda, then the editor of <i><span>Prabuddha Bharata.</span></i><span> We went by launch from Howrah. Some monks from the Advaita Ashrama were also with us. The Ganga, that moonlit evening, seemed like a silvery dream. We all went to pay our respects to Mahapurushji. He seemed to me to be in a grave mood on this occasion, as he sat at one end of his bed. His words were addressed to me. He told me with great emphasis to be pure and to serve humanity. He then told Swami Ashokananda to repeat to me what he had said, in case I had not followed him.</span></span></p><p style="text-indent:28pt;text-align:justify;"><span>I saw M. after my initiation. There were many visitors that evening. A few monks also were there. M. came towards me and took my hand in his. The warm clasp of that affectionate hand has remained with me ever since. He gave me a seat beside him. How happy I feel after these long years to think that I had the privilege of sitting beside him! He was glad to know of my initiation and said that I was now a twice-born, I had taken a new birth.</span></p><p style="text-indent:28pt;text-align:justify;"><span>I returned to my service soon after, but remained there for only a few months. At that time I had a strong desire for Yoga and its methods of living a spiritual life. I was desirous of finding a suitable Buddhist monastic centre in the eastern hills. So, I roamed about the hills. I was walking about when I found a Buddhist monastery far down the hill. I went down but I was immediately attacked by two dogs of the monastery which came barking loudly towards, me. I stood still where I was. Just then two Buddhist monks came out and drove away the dogs. 1 was taken down to their monastery. We sat together for some time and I mentioned that I would like to spend the night at the monastery but I was told that the priest-in-charge of the monastery had gone out marketing and they were unable to grant my request. So I went back to the road and continued my walk to the east. Night was coming on and I could not go further. So I had to spend the night on the side of a lonely hill. The next morning it suddenly came to my mind that I might go to Darjeeling as I had corresponded with Swami Abhedanandaji Maharaj previously, before I had started on my journey, to find a suitable place where I could stay. So I continued my journey to Darjeeling and reached the river Teesta. I had to walk up the hill which was covered with a tea garden. When I came to the top of the hill I saw a large house, which might have belonged to the proprietor of the tea estate. As I was walking towards this house, I met the assistant of the proprietor who took me to his own house. Then he invited me to his room where a bright fire was blazing in the fireplace. He told his bearer to give me some refreshments, and the bearer soon brought me tea and plenty of snacks which I heartily enjoyed as I had not eaten anything for the whole day and was very tired. Then the assistant returned sometime after and told me that his boss had told him that it would not be possible for him to accommodate me at night because it might create trouble for him. So, I came out and fortunately saw a decent looking house. I called out to the occupants and they came out. They were two Chinese carpenters. On request they accommodated me in a comfortable room. The next day I set out for Darjeeling and halted at Ghum station where I boarded a train. I reached Darjeeling station, and had to walk down a flight of steep stone steps. Thus I reached the Ramakrishna Vedanta Math.</span></p><p style="text-indent:28pt;text-align:justify;"><span>I stayed in Swami Abhedanandaji's ashrama for a few months. I cherish pleasant memories of the ashrama and of Revered Kali Maharaj who was very kind and affectionate to me. One day, while staying there, I was asked to recite ‘The Song of the Sannyasin’ on the occasion of their annual function. Swami Abhedanandaji Maharaj presided over the function and with great pleasure I recited that poem which was appreciated by him. One day Kali Maharaj told me that I should go to Belur Math as my Guru was living there, and so to Belur I came.</span></p><p style="text-indent:28pt;text-align:justify;"><span>It was a hot summer evening and many monks were sitting outside. I went and met them all. The next morning I went to Mahapurushji. He gave a hearty laugh to see me, dressed in a white cloth and a gerua <i><span>chadar,</span></i><span> which I had been wearing in the ashrama at Darjeeling. I came to Belur to stay there, but some senior monks were anxious about my health and food that I would be having there. So they were discussing whether I could go to any Christian monastery. But at the same time 1 had a strong desire for Yoga as I have already said. So their kind suggestion I could not accept. Belur Math was the best place for me at that time. When these discussions were going on Mahapurushji was sitting just behind me on his bed, and I was quite unconscious of his presence then. For a while there was a lull in the room and suddenly Mahapurushji broke the silence and said in a strong clear voice, ‘Stay here!’. With these two words the matter was settled and I felt a sense of relief. I could feel then, that I was now a member of Belur Math and our discussion came to a happy end for me. As I was now staying at the Math, Mahapurushji desired to give me a new Indian name and told his </span><i><span>sevaks</span></i><span> to find out a suitable name to Mahapurushji's satis­faction. But a day or two later, Sailen Maharaj, one of his </span><i><span>sevaks,</span></i><span> conveyed to me the good news that I was given the new name ‘Shambhu’ by Mahapurushji himself. It seemed that this name satisfied everyone. During our Brahmacharya when we were given a Brahmacharya name by Swami Akhandanandaji Maharaj, the then President of our Order, I was also given a name, but Chintaharan Maharaj told Revered Gangadhar Maharaj that I had already been given a name by Mahapurushji and so there was no need to change it. And Revered Gangadhar Maharaj agreed. So I remained ‘Shambhu’ as I was known before.</span></span></p><p style="text-indent:28pt;text-align:justify;"><span>While staying at the Math I had to type a few letters to persons abroad and in this regard, so far as I can remember, one day Swami Ashokananda Maharaj gave me one draft of a letter written by Mahapurushji in reply to the enquiry made on Sri Ramakrishna by Romain Rolland. That was a very historical letter where Mahapurushji very briefly but clearly narrated his own experience and understanding of Sri Ramakrishna and where he openly declared, ‘I am still living to bear testimony to his great spiritual power.’ It was a privilege for me to type that letter which I still remember.</span></p><p style="text-indent:28pt;text-align:justify;"><span>Another day when I was standing one morning on the steps of the little verandah near the mango tree at the Math, Yogin Maharaj came to me quietly and showed me a letter. It was addressed to Mahapurushji, seeking his permission to celebrate Sri Thakur's Birth Centenary throughout the world. The letter was typed and shown to Mahapurushji. He was very pleased to read it and gladly gave his consent to those swamis who were earnestly eager to celebrate Thakur's Birth Centenary throughout the world. In due time Thakur's Birth Centenary was widely observed.</span></p><p style="text-indent:29pt;text-align:justify;"><span>My first Shivaratri was at Belur. After the night-long worship of Shiva, I went to see Mahapurushji, but the curtain of his door was drawn. As no one was about I tiptoed to the door and caught a glimpse of him sitting on his bed, bent over a pillow on his lap and looking tired and worn-out. He suffered from asthma in his old age. I bowed at the door behind the curtain and noiselessly left. I had just reached the top of the stairs when he called to know who was there. I returned and entering his room saw him sitting upright and looking at me with his face bright and shining. ‘How did you like it’, he asked, and at the same time he kept beating the two sides of his pillow like a drum. His face became radiant with a spiritual glow as he spoke in such an animated and cheerful manner and there was no trace of the tiredness on his face I had seen only moments before from behind the curtain.</span></p><p style="text-indent:29pt;text-align:justify;"><span>On festive days Belur Math was a moving mass of humanity pouring into the grounds all day; there was hardly room to move. The Math premises were smaller in those days and if it happened to be the anniversary of Sri Ramakrishna one could hardly get out of one’s room! From morning to evening a continuous stream of people flowed in to be blessed by seeing Mahapurush Maharaj.</span></p><p style="text-indent:29pt;text-align:justify;"><span>On one such day, the first I had seen, after all the crowds had left and the monastery was quiet again, I went in the evening to see Mahapurushji. I had not seen him the whole day. His room was lighted by a dim blue light. Mahapurushji was alone seated in his chair. I was happy to see him and bowed at his feet. He said to me: ‘This is the blessed day on which our blessed Lord....’ but he could not complete the sentence. His voice choked for a while. I could see in the dim light a movement at his throat. Then with an effort he uttered ‘Ramakrishna’. On such a day as this his heart must have been overflowing. What could I understand then of the mood he was in? But his heart was overflowing with divine love and one could feel the warmth of that divine love. Such are the treasured memories of those hallowed days!</span></p><p style="text-indent:28pt;text-align:justify;"><span>Mahapurushji was very observant about my health. One morning when I went to have his blessings he told me that if Belur did not suit me, I would be sent to Ramakrishna Mission, Deoghar, Santhal Parganas. He asked me if I knew where it was. I didn't. Then he kept quiet. I forgot all about it but the very next summer vacation, a few months later, I was sent to the Deoghar Vidyapith, which was as congenial a place as I could desire. But I felt a deep pang as I left Belur Math. I was happy at the Math, I felt a sadness in my heart as I was going away from the sheltering care and love of Mahapurushji.</span></p><p style="text-indent:28pt;text-align:justify;"><span>It was good fortune to me to come to Belur at the time I did. The extraordinary atmosphere of Belur Math and Mahapurushji's holy and benign presence and love pervaded the entire monastery. Life was full of joy and all felt safe and secure under his care and shelter. Those were perhaps the most blessed days of my life.</span></p><p style="text-indent:28pt;text-align:justify;"><span>The incidents that I have narrated are very insignificant but they are very precious to me. I can’t say what life would have been for me without them.</span></p></div><p></p></div></div></div>
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